Denial & Error

by loser points

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1.
Moved in too fast, foundation had cracks Never could say it was built to last The view from the street, as bad as it seemed Being inside was even worse Waiting for the shoe to drop, the one’s already down Wish my feet were heavy Stuck in this disaster everyday it’s getting old Reduce to ashes and burn How can we make it on our own We’ll never make it out alone Beaten up and dragged on well beyond its prime a shell Of what it never once was Broken down supports don’t hold what’s clearly overhead Waiting to come crashing down Confined, despair Please let it fall Contained, divide Please let it fall How can we make it on our own We’ll never make it out alone Cause from here we can see All the damage, from the outset it was done No way to carry on How can we make it on our own We’ll never make it out alone How can we make it on our own We’ll never make it out alone How can we make it on our own We’ll never make it out alone
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Sleepyhead 03:29
No need to move an inch today stay in bed Just do the same as yesterday sleepyhead Look at all the things you do There’s nothing new, there’s no follow-through To exit from the paths that don’t lead the way From the days That can seem like a nightmare scene that you have to flee To the warmth of your bed, it won’t let them in It won’t let them win You never see what morning looks like Cause you traded it in for night Killing illumination and time With asylum from the light Take all the stress don’t deal with it sleep it off The prescriptions can deal with it sleep it off All the dreams inside of you don’t end up true or inspire new Exits from the paths that don’t lead the way from the days That can seem like a nightmare scene that you have to flee To the warmth of your bed, it won’t let them in It won’t let them win You never see what morning looks like Cause you traded it in for night Killing illumination and time With asylum from the light Trade days for nights How you choose to live your life Trade days for nights How you choose to live your life
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No Motion 03:25
Have things gotten so bad That we sit and take it without getting mad Gifts of nothing promised and delivered intact Tongue secured in bungus Digging deep to the surface Conditioned and learned to expect nothing less Settling for totally fake punkenomics Get it in advance We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions thrown out the window We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions and nothing to show Have things gotten so bad That we sit and take it without getting mad Weekends undercutting everything that we had Worked for up to Friday We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions thrown out the window We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions and nothing to show No value to success It leads to pocket emptiness When there’s someone up next in line Bent over Ready to take it raw and dirty with a smile Good business We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions thrown out the window We’re gonna see how far we can let this go With good intentions and nothing to show Nothing to show
4.
I don’t know who you are on any given day That makes it so damn hard to find the words to say They never seem to count anyways I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day It’s exhausting to think what goes on in your head Not dealing with things is what we like to do instead It’s so much easier to stay in bed I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day Inconsistencies bringing me down Sometimes I feel like it’s done just to mess me around It seems that the tiniest sound emanating from my mouth Digs me into the ground It’s hard when I don’t know who I’m getting I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day I can’t keep living like this Wondering when you’re around Who I will be dealing with day to day Day to day
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Gas Lights 03:34
Manipulation of the highest order Chaos, disorder are the final goals Denial constant misdirection There’s no discretion in the pattern shown Undermining your expert opinion? Treat me like a minion following in line Consistent crooked contradictions act like premonitions Rinse, repeat and lie Taking out the same excuses Paring them with their new uses Gas lights burning softly now Taking out the same excuses Paring them with their new uses Gas lights burning softly now Second guessing becomes first reaction It’s satisfaction from the game at hand Responsibility is fleeting disguising the meaning Of the puzzle pieces That don’t fit together Taking out the same excuses Paring them with their new uses Gas lights burning softly now Taking out the same excuses Paring them with their new uses Gas lights burning softly now The fleeting sanity, lights dimmed around I’m growing madder In this reality, nothing is clear to me I’m growing madder The fleeting sanity, lights dimmed around I’m growing madder In this reality, nothing is clear to me I’m growing madder
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NFM 04:16
The back and forth has lost its shine I’m sick of hearing your voice talking Directly over mine I can’t relate to overt aggression In place of contrition Suspicious minds were not mine My precious time Wasn’t spent adding dents I couldn’t shine I have found my hill to die On I won’t change my mind don’t even try I don’t forgive, I won’t forget It’s up to you if you leave with regret Let me go find a radio Or a brick wall to listen just as Well as this drama show Let’s take a long walk across a short pier I’ll wait for you right here I have found my hill to die On I won’t change my mind don’t even try I don’t forgive, I won’t forget It’s up to you if you leave with regret I have found my hill to die On I won’t change my mind don’t even try I don’t forgive, I won’t forget It’s up to you if you leave with regret I have found my hill to die On I won’t change my mind don’t even try I don’t forgive, I won’t forget It’s up to you if you leave with regret
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Papercuts 03:29
Acuity looking back Doesn’t benefit the past Blind to a view that easily Could be seen through Deaf to alarms so clearly armed To warn of harm Were there a gun next to my ear I’d say I these years Broke and broken in the end When something is a perfect match It can be lit Causing destruction, burn away What should have fit I justified it to myself I’ve come this far A question stings like paper cuts All this for what? Were there a gun next to my ear I’d say I these years Are there regrets, many severe? Time spent will not reappear Were there a gun next to my ear I’d say I these years Broke and broken in the end Acuity looking back Was it really worth the squeeze? Sour tastes left with me Going through motions achieved Something I barely envied
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The Rack 04:40
Seething Losing patience i find myself Thieving Every inch that i can take not seeing Any ending to the constant yielding And no exit to a better place How can i get to where i need to go from here When you won’t let me in I’m stuck with this circus again No signs were ahead that this would end with despair I’m trapped into circles at best A maze thru the rest This journey without an end I can’t take these torturous trails I’m set up to fail I won’t take that road again Laughing Cynically so i can keep from cracking Growing madder every second passing Nothing i can do when you are trapping Me into this fate I will not go How can i get to where i need to go from here When you won’t let me in I’m stuck with this circus again No signs were ahead that this would end with despair I’m forced into circles at best A maze thru the rest This journey without an end I can’t take these torturous trails I’m set up to fail I won’t take that road again
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We made it out alone We won’t make it on our own We made it out alone We won’t make it on our own Unforeseen actions have no retractions Not sure why it’s a surprise If forgiveness were present So would be resentment We made it out alone We won’t make it on our own We made it out alone We won’t make it on our own

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released September 21, 2018

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